The light you see at the end of the tunnel is the front of an oncoming train - David Lee Roth
I cant say it better, so I'm just going to get on with what I do best, and rant.
Why, Why do I feel like i'm the wrong one for struggeling? why is it the silent voices that scream the loudest? Why is it in the times of deepest pain, no matter how hard I scream, all I get is a kick in the gut. Sometimes I've got to ask if its worth it...
I lay awake at night, wondering whats wrong with me
When I try to dream again, darkness is all I see
Why do I hurt like this, why cant it go away?
Dark clouds are closing in again, this time there here to stay.
I want to run away
Not look back, just turn away
I want to run away
Take me away, take me away from here
Each day's a fight, a fight to do what's right
To keep holding on, to hold on tight
I know I cant give in, though it would stop the pain
I cant give in, though I want to again
I want to run away
Not look back, just turn away
I want to run away
Take it away, take away my pain
Why cant I see the end? Why cant I make it stop?
The daemons inside me, making me want to drop
The silent voices, scream inside my mind
They over whelm me, and no peace I find
I want to run away
Not look back, just turn away
I want to run away
Take it away, just take it all away
I wish it would end, life would just go
that the pain would stop, and peace I would know
But wishing wont help, praying does naught
Nothing can save me, from self destructive thought
I want to run away
Not look back, just turn away
I want to run away
I've got to run away, away from it all
